FRAGMENTS OF AN OPALESCENT
CONSCIOUSNESS
I look and I saw: great structures where being built
by a huge number of people, kind of pharaonic canalizations in polished stone
of a very large extension to have water flowing over earth, with some smaller
derivation on the sides of the main canalization as to built a kind of network
to have the water flowing in different direction: I was really astounded for
the greatness of the work and the general atmosphere of it, plus the immense
number of people involved in that operation, then my intuition told me it was
not real water but rather water/consciousness, those were canalizations for the
consciousness to be spread over earth at a certain point of its history, in
future times, when people would have understood the power of gathering together
to consciously collaborate with the master plan of the Divine, represented by a symbolic Pharaoh
who seemed directing that large enterprise. I had the clear conviction that all
that was in conformity with what Sri
Aurobindo said about the unfolding of the consciousness over earth, a
consciousness which needed a new and greater network so to be effectively
established on earth.
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While the physical body slept I see a large tent
mounted below some trees, I open the curtain at the entrance and I see Sri
Aurobindo and Mother sitting, she is at his left side, both dressed in white as
I know they would when giving a darshan at the ashram. They are staring silently at me while I am overpowered by the tremendous vision, because they really seem alive in their full Presence.
At the entrance there is a piece of paper on the soil with what
looks like a message written with a pencil and I read: “ When you finish with
your little initiations then you will receive Initiation”.
It of course is a personal matter, my little
initiations in human relations, my studies on plants and a collaborative way to
relate with them, even with drugs proceeding from plants, and a large etcetera,
but it has a wider meaning which can be applied to people in general, meaning
people practicing yoga, which at some extent are involved in “little
initiations”, as for them too, when the time has come and the little
initiations reach an end, would receive Initiation. Which is why I make this
vision known, to reflect about it, about our little initiations and how far
or how close they take us to the real Initiation, which as it seems, will came
from both Masters when we are following at some extent their yoga as a purpose
in life, and certainly I make this known not to claim any special power or
whatever, nor for the need to satisfy an ego claiming for attention on itself,
as for sure, I´m rather interested of what Mother and Sri Aurobindo think about
my progress in their yoga than any comment coming from whomever read these my
notes. If something, I openly recognize certain natural disposition to have
visions, in meeting people known or unknown to me in subtler levels of
consciousness, guides or instructors, and I can say as Mother did: “ In life,
the most precious things are among those you do not see with your physical
eyes”. (Mother's Agenda, November 8, 1969)
When the series of encounters with Sri Aurobindo and
the visions he allowed me to witness for
sharing where about to end I did not see him physically anymore but felt him as
an invisible Presence at my side, it lasted a few days more and it was quite
regular.
Just before opening my eyes at morning, I would see a
large flat stone which was in front of my water mill and at morning that stone
were bathed by the morning sun, then I would feel his Presence and see myself
sitting on that large flat stone and he would always and only talk about “this
consciousness” and its characteristics, He never used such terms as Supermind
or Overmind, but simply said “this consciousness”. I frankly don’t remember now
any of these conversations but the final phrase which would put an end to our
meetings, and the final phrase it was: “Remember, nobody will be excluded by
this consciousness”. These conversations lasted some three or four days, always
at the same time before opening my eyes at morning, then a definitive silence
signed the end of that experiences with him, at least for a season, because in
the following years I had several occasions to enjoy again of his Presence,
both in visions or a particular message which like everything else before, was
meant to be shared and not for my own benefit. This message I put in my blog
which describe my experiences with him, I mean, that series of meetings and
visions that after his own will were required to be made public to reach the
general audience but especially those practicing his yoga, but I will give it
here again in this new series for the ones which have not read it yet.
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