Showing posts with label akashic records. Show all posts
Showing posts with label akashic records. Show all posts

Monday, May 31, 2021

THE VISION. RELATED FACTS II

During my experiment I was able to remain conscious in "conscious sleep" and as a result of it I was conscious too about my consciousness being an independent and autonomous center of perception that I called at that moment a "mental body", in other words, I made contact with the subtle physical, and as for my own experience at least, that mental body was at the same time or could wear a subtler body when in need of it.
It was in this subtler body that I often met Sri Aurobindo, but I'm convinced that the Master did a lot to help me, and after all "He came to me" unexpectedly, I was not thoroughly able to control my subtler experiences, it was a new set of experiences and I had not even idea that I could or would meet Sri Aurobindo.
In the course of my experiment I realized that sometimes there would be some kind of superimposed perception of the subtler body during the wake condition, it was not necessary anymore to have the physical body sleeping in order to feel the subtle body, but subtler perceptions would happen rather suddenly and unexpected with a previous quite condition of mind, a meditative attitude.
In the course of time this subtler perception grew steadily, it was possible living in the material realm having a subtler perception of it. I used to think of Sri Aurobindo as an "anchorage", whenever I focused my consciousness on the Master I was able to enter into a subtler perception of reality. I often used this means to understand the how and why my personal relation with the Master, and this subtler perception led me to remember how and when I met and served as a disciple at His feet.
In "Atem´s Notebooks" I present several akashic registers, in Number 2 and 3 I describe a Pharaoh. That Pharaoh was Sri Aurobindo in a previous life, and you may notice how concerned He was in trying to awake the real cult into the common people. My subtler perception explained me that I was (the soul in me was) the therapist which shows in both akashic registers: at that time a fervent disciple of the great Pharaoh.
While recalling to my memory my previous lives at His service, I realized I was again one of his disciples during Middle Age in Europe.
At that moment the Master was known as Stephen Harding, a saint hermit which is considered the founder of the Cisterciensis Order. But his greater work remains unknown and undervalued.
The facts are worth a closer look.
Stephan was a celtic soul, much like Bernard de Clairvaux, one of his disciple. Though Stephan was a monk of the official christian church, as a Celt he was grown up with the idea of a merciful Mother of the Universe, generous and caring with Her creatures. This belief was deeply rooted in Stephan´s soul, and was antithetical to a God depicted by the church at that time as a vengeful and angry masculine god. A divinity which everybody had to fear rather than love. 
Through Bernard de Clairvaux (his main disciple) Stephen was able to insert the cult to the Merciful Mother into Christianity contra posed to the cult to the vengeful god. 
Suddenly the cult to the Merciful Mother spread all over Europe, but the person at the root of this cult was the humble saint Stephen Harding.
When the Pharaoh asked what to do in order to awaken the real cult into the plain mind of his people, his next purpose as Stephen Harding was to awaken the real cult (the cult to the Supreme Mother) in Occident.
 He was back in Orient, and as Sri Aurobindo he awakened there the real cult to the Mother, so that both Occident and Orient received the message to awaken to the reality of the universal  Mother. In fact, the whole of Sri Aurobindo teaching is centered on the existence of a divine universal Mother, which is the Mother of Yoga.
The very center of Auroville is the Matrimandir, the Temple of the Mother. So is the divine Mother the center of Sri Aurobindo's teachings.
In this way, the ancient Pharaoh united both Occident and Orient under a same cult, it was the natural unfolding of the purpose of the Pharaoh wishing to establish the real cult on earth. And the real cult could only be one: the cult to the divine Mother.
The ancient therapist was born again as Bernard de Clairvaux, again at the service of his Master.
Bernard was not only a server of his Master, but a server of the divine Mother too.
He came back on earth at Her service in an indian body known as Ramakrishna, a very known disciple of the divine Mother. Ramakrishna´s work about the unification of religions is well known to get into it here.
The divine Mother said to Ramakrishna that he would reborn again in Europe towards the middle of the XX century. Ramakrishna himself revealed it to his closer disciples, and his words were registered.
But how strange! Could the divine Mother and Sri Ramakrishna be both wrong on that point?
Nobody has ever heard Ramakrishna be here again, in Europe, in the XX century.
If that happened, this time he probably came unnoticed, doing his work at Her service but completely unknown. At the same time he would hold memories of being one of the long term Sri Aurobindo´s disciples and surely get in touch again with his Master.
This same person will reborn in Italy again, and will erect the first Ziggurat of the Modern Era.
These are not mental speculations, are soul truths which I pass onto you. It is my work to lift a bit the veil, and it is my work because in several lives I've been working and dealing with the faculty of Vision, a Vision which is amplified by the contact with Sri Aurobindo´s Consciousness. It is this training which allowed me to receive, hold and transmit the Vision which is at the base of this blog. When you open your door to subtle perception there is not any need anymore to trust me, you will know it all by yourself. You may surely meet Sri Aurobindo in the subtle physical, but to do that you need your own perception of your subtle body. Later on you will not need any longer to actually "see" Him, whenever you get in touch with "that consciousness" you will be with Him.
 

  
       

Thursday, May 27, 2021

THE VISION. RELATED FACTS

 The reader of this blog should know that it was not by my own will but Sri Aurobindo wish that I share the information here contained. The skeptical attitude of mind is not a yogic attitude, in yoga there is not any need of a skeptical attitude because that belongs to the lower mind, the yogic attitude allow us to know by "identification", and that identification can be so deep that we can almost live the experience as it were our own, or at least to connect with the same level of consciousness. If you have read enough from Mother and Sri Aurobindo you know I'm not telling you nothing new because they often said exactly that.

 Basically, I was asked to share what the result of a prolonged contact with Sri Aurobindo consciousness, and that too was not by my own will or aspectative: it happened that I was the witness and the subject of a series of encounters with the Master, and during these I received information to share. The informations are of a different kind: some of them concerning historical akashic events of a very ancient time, in which we can appreciate how the human consciousness acted in several events, some of them bordering extinction of a whole human kind.

Other pages describe akashic registers of the future, I recollected them under the title "The Vision of Savitri". They are actual events to happen in a very next future or in a very far future, and that too related with the arboring of a new planetary consciousness which after a long period of planetary regeneration will give birth to the new, immortal kind of human being.

You should not consider that I was freely gifted by Sri Aurobindo of such plentiful series of visions to share with you: the necessary conditions required to witness and bear them had to be set with many efforts and during a considerable length of time.

Some pages describe exactly which kind of meditation allowed me to get into "conscious sleep" and finally into the perception of the subtle body,  that too was meant to be shared for your own interest and research. There are several pages concerning conscious sleep and subtle body, mental body or subtle physical. In all of them I describe my own experience of the subtle body, the only one I can describe in details. 

The reason for that is, that we need the perception of the subtle body to have the opportunity to meet Sri Aurobindo in the Earth´ subtle physical.

At this regard you should remember that before leaving his physical body in 1950 Sri Aurobindo said to Mother that He would not leave completely but remain accessible in the subtle physical. In 1969 Mother described how often She would meet Sri Aurobindo in the subtle physical, and She assured us that Sri Aurobindo was very active there, in the subtle physical. You should not think that Sri Aurobindo is less active today then He was in 1969, and this blog demonstrates that Sri Aurobindo is still quite active, asking me to share the content of several visions.

 This planet and the humanity with it is to undergo a period of a great crisis, much heavier than today, the visions that I share with you are a warning: be careful because the planetary crisis you are experiencing today is only the beginning of a much deeper crisis which will lead to the final disappearance of the previous model of unsustainable planetary growth.

 A new consciousness need to be born in the humanity and for that to happen, humanity needs to be on the very verge of extinction before it realizes how dangerous it is to continue on the path of unsustainable living. We can only be grateful to Sri Aurobindo that his Presence is still here with us, unknowingly intervening in the manifestation of that new consciousness and avoiding the disaster to be of such magnitude to lead to effective planetary extinction. 

What I'm sharing with you is relevant information Sri Aurobindo wanted you to know, I don't claim to be the message, I'm only the messenger and if something you owe me is the guarantee that whatever I describe I did as faithfully as I saw or heard from the Master. 

For the italian reader but of general interest you should know that Sri Aurobindo has kind of special interest in that country.

In the next future in Naples it will be edified the very first Ziggurat of the modern era, it will be the first of his kind on the planet and this will be deeply connected with the subtle, unknown activity of the Master leading to a full manifestation of a divine Consciousness on Earth.

The concept of the whole building will be symbolized in its three pyramids superposed: the concept of an integral and harmonious healing and integration of Body, Mind and Spirit. This building will be edified at the very entrance of the old Naples, out of Portalba, it will occupy the space of the old hospital now functioning. The presence of the Ziggurat right in that place is also related to the esoteric activity it has traditionally taken place in that area, where famous or less known alchemists and Initiates had shelter and associated there, being the "Cappella di San Severo"  but an example of that activity or the house where Goethe was guest during his visit to Naples in 1787. At that time that whole area was an effervescence of new ideas or the sharing of esoteric truths among students and initiates.The city of Naples was a point of reference in Europe and a destination for esoteric studies, under the name of Partenope the city was since ancient times a crawl of knowledge and civilizations, together with their initiation rituals and sharing of esoteric knowledge. With the Ziggurat, Naples will regain that ancient protagonism it had during several thousand years, being again like a lighthouse on the european territory. Blessed will be that times for Naples, Italy and the whole Earth. 

The Ziggurat will mean a further manifestation of Sri Aurobindo´work at a more concrete, physical level and at a wider range than a community (Auroville), it will be the first time ever that a municipality and a State enter into a conscious service to the purpose of the Mother, and in its layered symbolism the Ziggurat will be the temple of the Mother, much alike as the Matrimandir is the centre of Auroville: it will be a place of healing, where all knowledge regarding body mind and spirit will be reunited to favour the growth and health of a new humanity and a new meaning about our presence on Earth, it will facilitate whatever mean in order to re establish the health of the individual: acupuncture, yoga, ayurvedic or tai chi among new and old remedies will find a place there and will be used to restore health depending on the individual and his needs. In the three section of the Ziggurat  will be facilitated whatever needed at physical, mental or spiritual level in order to ensure an harmonious growth of the individual. 

As Mother described, at subtler levels there is a different perception of time: past events have not fully disappeared and future events are already there anticipating their next manifestation. For this reason we can witness future events, because at the highest level all History melts into an eternal Now. Be merry, the Victory of the Light is already winned in the Mind of God, take care.

If I were to give an advice to the present and next generations I would suggest you to get out of the cities and try to be as much independent as you can about food, energy and shelter, it may come a day when you really need it. People in the cities may face harder times at this regard, and though not everybody may easily leave the cities, those in the countryside will be better prepared to face scarcity of food or energy lockdowns. The knowledge you get on intelligent surviving may be shared with other people in need of it when there will be a more relevant exodus towards the countryside and the need for a life in touch with Nature.

  Be sure that whatever sincere step you take towards Sri Aurobindo, He will take steps toward you preparing the day of your final encounter with Him in the subtle physical.                


Saturday, November 9, 2013

The Akashic Records (important note)




The Akashic records contained in this blog are not there to make you believe I´m good in it when I'm not. But they are real.
 I haven't the slightest idea how to have akashic visions nor I have any method to suggest you.  
During some three months I unexpectedly met several times Sri Aurobindo, they were presented  as a corollary to the main "Vision of Savitri":  an akashic vision which starts from the present time till a distant future in which men, will finally be as gods and the purpose of the appearance of the consciousness on earth fully manifested.
Which will not be the end of the story, but the real beginning: imagine that.


 The akashic visions I present here are events really happened in distant pages of the early history of human beings on earth, and all of them have some significant link with the evolution of the consciousness in early history.
The visions constitute a body of information Sri Aurobindo meant worth to know to researchers in the field of the  consciousness: they represent the remote past of the consciousness  and the progressive answers of that consciousness -in smaller groups or entire racial streams- while in the course of time met with different challenges and significant events determining with their decision (the will-power of the consciousness) their continuity or other different possibilities which lay in front of the streams of consciousness, sometimes no-evolutive answers, as in the case of a group of magicians-priests, citizens of an ancient capital.
They decided to sink in the Ocean with their city and are still there in a stationary  condition of consciousness:  they cannot evolve.
Of course, they are there because they could form and in any case control a subtler body. At the moment of their death they could anchor their consciousness to a subtler body and retain it on earth.
 It is quite an interesting case, they escaped full death by applying to themselves what they did to their propitiatory victims: they could manipulate their consciousness and literally feed themselves on the agony of the consciousness of a victim, or make of them their subtle servants after death by controlling the sphere of their consciousness. Not someone you would gladly greet in the street.
(see http://sriorobindo.blogspot.it/2012/05/akashic-records-from-atems-diaries-v.html)  Some of those practices still survived in the fleeting stream of the race which left the city-state before the upheaval, they spread in South America and Egypt mainly. 
 The group in S. America was rather prone to human sacrifices and the said, while the earlier Egyptian stream rather opted in controlling the psyche of their victims after death, making of them subtle guardians of the tomb and accompanying host of the monarch. (I mean it literally, in an akashic vision I've not reported yet the deceased queen  had some six or seven maids buried with her, but under a strong spell they could not abandon the mausoleum after their death, I believe they were mesmerized before actual death).

This knowledge I´m transmitting is not my own, it springs forth from visioning the akashic records I report as faithfully as possible, so that you too could awake this subtler knowledge which is the purpose of the Master with the visions you can read.

Try to understand that the visions I transmit you are purposefully meant by Sri Aurobindo to activate in you a momentary step, a link, from the rational circuit of the mind to a more intuitive one.

They represent one of the several ways the Master continues with his teaching, they add to what he said while in life, a further dispensation of His Work and His Teaching.

I´ll try to put it in simple words:
coming from a divine source, Sri Aurobindo's teaching is enlightening by his own power,
it elevates the mind and supposedly, but only supposedly because it depends on the reader, the natural course of the consciousness when you read a book of  the Master is to get ready for a more intuitive understanding: once the mind has been enlightened by his teaching acquires the faculty to elevate itself into the intuitive field of the consciousness. 
At greater or lesser degree this has been achieved already by a significant number of students all over the world which somehow represent the vanguard, they are ready for a further  bestowing of the Grace and Power of his teaching, but this time it is under direct and personal guidance of the Master.
 This fact alone would require an entire book to be fully explained, so try to use your own intuitive knowledge to get the sense of what I'm trying to explain in a few words.  

 Through those information that I pass onto you, you can create your own personal link with the Master, you can do your part and learn by vision, which is how you have the opportunity to continue under discipleship in this new time, in which a new step is ready for certain people.

 This learning by vision, by being directly under guidance of the Master, will become more widely extended in the course of time. It is the teaching which follows what he already taught. Visions are the natural learning tool of the soul, are part of his inherent language, visive symbols are the natural channel of communication between the soul and its human counterpart.

You possibly thought of a deceased Master?
During the meetings I learnt he is quite more alive than a great deal of us, he has not finished with his teaching nor he has abandoned the purpose he had while in a physical body: the purpose of transforming the world  making of life on earth a divine life. 
I nurture the intimate conviction that the Master had reach the possibility of physical immortality but, so to say, it was too early for the humankind, such an immortal presence would be disruptive, could provoke by its mere presence a too fast and chaotic crumbling of the previous structures, he choose instead to hold a subtler physical body and a "residence" at the border between gross and subtler matter, a focal point of his consciousness and his work. 
I was once allowed to be witness of the full power of the Presence of his subtler body and I assure you I could hardly bear the vision, it was too powerful to bear, I literally felt my physical body could disintegrate in a cloud of atoms under the massive influence of his magnetic field.

There is only one thing I would suggest you as a tool on your side, the kindness of the heart and the kindness of the mind are always the required condition for a safe approach to subtle world.







Monday, May 14, 2012

Akashic Records (from "Atem´s Notebooks")VII

I did not expect a farther relation with the Pharaoh.
But this time is not only an akashic register but a real life connection with some of the actors in (IV). This is the chronological report.

>> 2000
While in Auroville, a sensible perceiver tells me I was taking care of her in ancient Egypt when she was an Egyptian princess with severe health problems. She tells me I was a therapist and even tells my name at that time: Nagar. I receive that information, but it do not awake in myself any memory.
While she tells me this I have no manner to discover the truth, I recognize a strange, unexplainable sense of closeness with her, which can't rely only in the few days since we knew each other. But as I say, I don't have any kind of farther perception.

>> 2010 akashic record
I'm seeing myself as a therapist in a previous life in ancient Egypt. It seems my main occupation is taking care of a young princess. She has some important difficulty as she can't move by herself, it seems she was born like that or due to some early problems. The fact is she cannot move and depends entirely by someone who takes care of her, massage her body to avoid blood stagnation and similar therapies. I'm absolutely dedicated to this activity. Taking care of the princess is my main responsibility.
But I do it with great concern because she is one of the daughter of the Pharaoh. I'm quite familiar to the house. There are two brothers of the princess of which I seem to be the tutor, the teacher in  a group of scientific disciplines. At that moment, I can see that the the first born of the Pharaoh has about 19 years old, then the princess which may be little younger, then the last born, which is about 5 or 6 years old. (The two  young couples I describe in III are the sons of the Pharaoh,  as I'm discovering now).

[The therapist which I describe there, was myself, but at the moment of the akashic vision I had no determinant elements to be sure, so even if I thought of it, I did not mentioned that because of such uncertainty, which now in this vision is explaining me that I was actually one of the actors in number III and IV ( the therapist). Through the mental atmosphere I perceive that in that life, I stood on the side of the elder brother to be crowned Pharaoh, and it seems for that reason I've gained some hostility from the younger.]

>> 2010
Circumstances are such  that in this life and in 2010, I had to meet again the two young brothers of the princess, this time incarnated in modern  human beings. I have this sudden perception one day when the three of us coincide in the same place. Even, the voice of the elder brother has still some of its previous characteristics.
So that in this actual life, for unknown circumstances I've met again the three brothers, though each carrying a separate life in different countries on earth. I've noticed the two brothers had an instinctive attraction towards each other and later on they became friends, but they are not realizing that previously they were brothers.

Akashic Records (from "Atem´s Notebooks")VI




It's a room, there are several maps on the walls which represent human history at incredible ancient times, I immediately -know- by simply looking at them that they are authentic revelatory treasures faithfully representing, separately, the movement of different races over the globe, or the history of their settlement in that specific countries, one is representing the general conditions of a great battle which happened somewhere will full details on land, armies etc,.
I came to the sudden conclusion that one has to be qualified in order to get out of the maps their whole potentiality as it seems possible inter actuate with them with a focused attention or a skill it seems I do not dispose at that moment, as to me they remain immobile.
At present I'm facing only one of them.
 In a sense it's very simple (it must be a learning tool which tries to awake subtle perception, because the closer maps show progressive complexity).
There is the drawing of a man on the left of the map, there is an arrow which starts at his feet going westward toward a territory which would resemble the American continent, then this arrow separate into three different arrows with a man each.
I immediately get the sense of the main stream of a race successively dividing into three subsidiary streams while they advance in time and territory.
 I´m quite convinced they must be the ancestors of the Indian tribes of North, Central, and South America, though they seems not original there but proceeding from the East.

The drawings could have been done by a Mayan or Toltec, as it's quite similar to the characteristic way they represent human beings in that cultures. When I focus on them they move.
 But that simple lecture has a whole lot of additional information attached to it,
 because the first man is represented ornamented with elements of the vegetable world and with feathers and bones, while the other three have culturally separated and each is distinctly ornamented, one of them only with bones, another one only wears feathers, and the third one is adorned only with elements of the vegetable world.
I'm witnessing the original stream of a race which in the course of time separated into three distinct cultural identities, and I immediately size the fact that they have differentiated by giving different value to their relation with life and nature. The "People of the Bones" is referring to a culture which mainly set on blood-shedding both for aliment or in their rituals, death/bones represented a fundamental link with life (survival) and it placed them as Lords or officers of the Death, somehow degenerated in a cult of the Death and the power of inflicting death to the victim (either sacrificial or for aliment) which later on was still one of the main aspects in more recent cultures, the arrow was the lowest one as signalling it initially spread in south America.

The central arrow directed towards central territories, and I got immediately the sense that  the "People of the Feathers", represented there, was the stream which most carried the spiritual heritages of the main stream, and a relation with  the sacredness of life as they bent to discover a relation of themselves with the cosmos and the subtle laws, they would be then the astronomer, the builder, and the feathers referred to the frugality of the food as well, as they did not plant or kill to survive, but survived as birds would, with little interference on surrounding life.
The third arrow described a curve towards the North and the man was ornamented with  small bunches of grass on its ears and upper-arm bracelets with green leaves and other vegetable elements on himself as adorn. It evidently referred to a subsidiary stream which focused more in its relation with the vegetable world for survival, using agriculture, and probably discovering and using the natural cycles of plants and Nature or possibly the healing powers of the plants.

I should say here, that I had the impression, possibly wrong, that this main stream existed with independence of other contemporary racial main streams. So it has not to be considered as the origin of -all- the races but of a particular stream within the general appearance of differentiated races of human beings.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Akashic Records (from "Atem´s Notebooks") IV

February 1997
(location: upper most polar regions,(Greenland?), approx. date: 15000 BC -probably during last glaciation)

I´m seeing Earth from space. The position of the lands do not resembles at all  the image my mind still keep into the memory while I'm watching.
Right in the middle it seems there is a tongue of sea which separate two blocks of lands, but I can't keep my attention on the details, as seemingly, is not that the reason for the vision, but instead, my attention is attracted by the upper part of the globe, which is covered by huge extensions of ice. Then slowly I'm approaching a region within it, it seems progressively covered by ice but the last southern tongue of it, where some people is surviving. My consciousness slowly zooms in on the southernmost tongue of land of what looks like a big island or a greater piece of land now freezing and covered with ice. I see somewhere remains of what once could have been a forest, dead naked tree trunks strangled by the ice.

It is but a village of solid wooden houses of  assembled trunks, and smoke is getting out of the roofs, it is a village of fishermen, as it is very close to the sea and there are a few solid boats which incredibly resembles that of later Vikings, only, probably a bit smaller.
I´m quite astonished because I believe there are no evidence of human life during the Ice Age, less in that upper polar regions, and much less, a race of skillful sailors  which built solid boats in that peculiar nut-shell shape typical of the Vikings, so that in a sense, or rather in the true sense, those people are the ancestors of the later Vikings.

The Land is almost fully covered with ice, and only this tiny tongue of land seems relatively free from snow and ice, and it is evident they are having very hard times to survive.
Then suddenly they appear. The whole inhabitants of the village are descending towards the sea all covered with skins of animals, and while approaching me I realize they are quite tall and solid people all blond and long haired, I was expecting they would look a bit as hominids, but I'm surprised to be wrong: they look quite as the historical Vikings!
So I wonder how much time that race was there already before it could evolve in almost modern physical type. I get the sound fact that this race is the prototype and ancestor of any blond descendant. I'm astonished of the mysteries of this book of Nature which reveals me such lessons.
They are quite close to me now, an older man seems to impart the last instructions to a small group  of solid men evidently disposing themselves to leave on a boat, as some fellow is already charging and securing the provisions.

Warm embraces and tears in the eyes of some woman, and though I don't understand a word of what they say, yet I'm getting the whole sense of their responsibility and the whole drama of it.
The ice are covering inexorably the land threatening their survival.
This handful of intrepids is sailing towards an unknown adventure in search of a land where all of them may survive.They will see themselves obliged to leave the land they ever inhabited or face death.
Their whole life, the very stream of their race depends from the exit of the mission, would they die in the sea, all of them would die too, and all the race disappear.
So the men feels  invested with the sacred mission to save their race. The only thing they know, as the elder says, is that if they proceed always eastward, they will get again at their sailing place. And is from that direction that all the village will be waiting for their return.
With incredible skill the men set the sail advancing into open sea pushed by the strong favorable wind.
I'm learning it is the first time ever of a circumnavigation of the globe, occurred during the Ice Age with those men. It is an event of relevance in the akashic registers as one of the greatest achievements of this race. As it were a special page with a special mention of this fact, a page to which I'm freely acceding.
Now I see the men sailing  always eastward, never too far from land, which in this occasion is but an interminable series of narrow, threatening fjords that deeply enters into land. But somehow they are sailing forward searching for a sea route and safe land for their people. It is great the determination in their eyes, they are sailing in a difficult trip, but they will sell very expensive their life, and they make such a precious group of solid will that is really moving considering their difficulties.

Time has passed in the village. Every day someone is on guard to see any boat in the distance. They are faithfully waiting for them to appear among the foamy waves.
Then a day, a loud cry breaks the silence of the village, everybody is running out of their house to the shore with smiles and tears signaling each other the dark spot advancing on the sea. I can see the faces of the sailors and their large smiles, and again that of the people on land, reassured of their survival, then everything disappear.

Akashic Records (from "Atem´s Notebooks") V

March 1999
(location: Pacific Ocean, approx.date: unknown)

I'm a point of consciousness, surprisingly underwater, I'm on the rocky bottom facing huge ruins of an archaic city. When I make an effort to understand when it happened it results in an uncountable number of years, close to twenty thousand. I'm surprised both for being underwater and both for this huge city which is lying somewhere in the Pacific Ocean, as I have a clear perception of its geographical location.
A strange woman is approaching me. She's clearly human, definitely she has a face of a race disappeared forever, I can only think of a mixture of Mongols, red Indians and Toltec, kind of original stream of the race.
That woman has some kind of magic powers which I'm perceiving, she talks as half sleeping, in a monotonous tone which can hypnotize a person and fall under her power, but I sense I have nothing to fear as my degree of consciousness in subtle world keeps me safe from that danger. She has started to talk of that ancient city, and while she's talking, I start to see images at real time of the city when she lived in it above the waters. She told the name of the city was ... ... (don't remember, a name made of two words which meant "Wonder of the Earth"), then told me of its glorious past and the big influence it had at that time over large territories. While she talked I slowly entered in the life of the city as it was, large avenues under the sun, big buildings and temples everywhere in a strange mixture of styles, but overall, the huge mass of human beings which lived in it or, as I felt, there for trading, worship, learning magic, and a large etcetera.
She was telling me, and I was seeing it, of a darker side, in fact, there were sacrifices in great quantity, I could see temples with their floor and stairs covered with fresh blood and I felt they would sacrifice human beings too in a daily orgy of blood and dark magic. Being myself in the subtle body, I could understand the  power of a cast of priests which had a clear control over their subtle body, and were able to control even the  subtle body of the  human victims of the sacrifices, abusing of them and having them bound at their service after their death.
It seems they had a special predilection for the vital essence which abandoned the body of their victim, as they somehow could feed themselves of that essence.
She was telling me how the city had been the model for a number of other city-states over the planet, but it was doomed to perish and disappear, the divinatory arts were there highly developed, and it was not a mystery it would sink into the ocean.
Slowly alarming signal started, and a huge number decided to abandon the city, while but a few decided to perish with it. Well, they were not going to perish exactly, as they could, and decided to, consciously reside in their subtle physical, so that just before physical death, they would set themselves into the subtle physical and continue living there, in the city, sharing forever its destiny.
So it was.
I could see when the day came and huge waves where invading the city and the land was sinking into the sea, they shifted their consciousness on the subtle level and sunk in the depths with the city. She was among them. She told me with a subtle, human irony they had changed the name to the city, (again a name with two words, which meant "Wonder of the Ocean"), but in no moment I had permission to enter nor saw any other person. While she proffered her last words I had the clear understanding that in doing so, they had franchised themselves from the evolutionary thread. As a race, they would not die, but they would not evolve either. They would remain as a subtle group of beings tied there till a superior Will would decide.
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Of this strange episode I know that in the actuality fishermen in some pacific islands fear to fall asleep by the sea at night, as they mention some strange spirit which sucks their vital energy. Is this more then a legend?
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Akashic records (from " Atem´s Notebooks") III

October 2009
(location: Egypt, no date established)

It is a stepped pyramid of modest dimensions in a sea of small yellow dunes.
Now I can see the entrance, there is a little path from which the sand has been removed, I realize the Pyramid is partly covered by the sand which made it look smaller. It must have been built in very remote times, as its steps are deformed by the erosion. One of its walls is directly facing the sun which suggests me to be oriented with the Cardinal Points.
Without solution of continuity I found myself within the Pyramid. It is a large room summoned in the shadows. The walls are totally covered by a tick black layer of dust and smoke everywhere, even the floor, exception made for a narrow path where it had been brushed out.
I´m giving my back to the entrance, so the sunny wall of the Pyramid is at my right. So at my right I see among the shadows a large number of Boats of Horus, they must have got out of use hundred of years before and abandoned there, the closest to where I am are bigger and looks of relative recent fabric, of painted wood and about two meters long, but  the older, equally covered by the same dust, looks quite primitive, just bunches of steams and some piece of wood, and are noticeably smaller then the other.
On the opposite side of the room, a stone pathway descends in the depths of the Pyramid. The deep silence of the place is broken by the sound of feet walking on the stone floor, so I turn towards the entrance to see the new comer.
My heart jump with delight! Is the same Pharaoh of few days before, I appreciated a lot his person and was worried to have lost (akashic) contact the previous time, and I am immensely glad to see him again! He do not seem to perceive me, so I look at him openly while is approaching.
Poor Pharaoh! He is aged now, and walks slowly, but his head...is firmly looking in front of him.
He doesn't have any sign or symbol of his status, he wears an old cloth and is bare feet, his head perfectly shaved. Astonishingly enough, demonstrating to me the great humility of the Pharaoh, the cloth seems the only thing he possess. I know it is a secret language to the Great Doer admitting his own littleness, and assuming himself as the last of the server.
The Pharaoh is indeed a great figure and I´m moved in perceiving the greatness of his heart.
While he advances he gets out of the pathway reaching the Boats of Horus close to where I am. If I want I can touch him, but still he seems not perceiving my presence. He looks to the boats for a long while and me too with him. Really that boats are representing the steps in the evolution of their culture, from a nearly shepherd's to a more cultured and artistic expression.

But now, the silence is broken again by sounds of bare feet on the floor. The Pharaoh do not even bother to turn himself and continue watching the boats, but I turn with curiosity towards the entrance.
A priest shaved-head and but a small orange tunic till is knees, is somehow heavily taking is way down the stony depths. It is evident he has not make any renounce as the Pharaoh, his belly wrestling with the tight tunic deletes his predilection for food and soft life.
He has a bowl with water into his hands and is followed by a little group of adolescents which orderly form a file behind the priest.
They are totally naked but for a little perizoma and the whole of their body is painted in lively colours with big flowers and green leaves. Each of them is carrying green leaves and freshly recollected flowers of different kinds.
The priest do not even salute the Pharaoh, instead, a moment before he disappears in the depths, he turns towards the elder expressing with his eyes a deep resentment and a clear opposition, together with a sense of petulant superiority. Then he disappears followed by the youths with their nice ornamental drawings.

The Pharaoh has not moved at all, totally absent to the little procession evidently directed towards an inner sanctuary. But it seems as the eyes of the priest have launched a poisonous arrow, as I see him suddenly vacillate and hold himself by the boat, and there, as appeared from nowhere, the therapist of the previous vision is there as well, holding his Master avoiding him to fall into the boat. The therapist is older as well, he looks now on his fiftieths, head shaved as always and wearing a little tunic but this time is yellow with drawings of flowers on it. It must be a special  seasonal recurrence for the large presence of flowers.
The man is thinner then the last time I meet him, and I can see in his eyes a deep devotion for the elder and a great concern for his health, but I seem to read as well, in a corner of his eyes, the unavoidable next disappearance of the great Pharaoh.
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(I part) Russia in The Vision

Humanity has a debt with the citizens of Russia, it was the first time ever in the long march of the evolution of the Consciousness on Earth that a whole people acted as a single will.
In that, they represented a due evolutionary step in that progress toward collective planetary consciousness. The stress here is on the single will itself, not on the historical circumstances or results, which evidently were anyway related.
 We have seen as historically the evolution stress was followed by the answer of people in other countries in a period of revolutions bent to balance the need toward a more harmonic growth.
It is perfectly true that it was preceded in time by a previous step which was realized in North America with the War of Independence, but it was not yet the will of a whole people, which undoubtedly leaves to them anyway heralding the process in the modern times and with large number of individuals.
As a student of subtle processes for this my own unwanted access to akashic records,
I´m not surprised that a number of prophecies points to Russia, or akashic visions as those of Edgar Cayce, as myself too have constance of the same thing.
In my akashic vision there was not any doubt that the citizens of Russia where going to harbor again a new important, decisive step for the humanity.
As it was due to them honoring again such new farther step for their previous unconditional answer and their own achievements in that growth into collective consciousness.
As for the circumstances above exposed, it was in North America where this step soon followed, leading to the world declaration of the Secretary of the O.N.U.
This is what a subtle lecture reveal.
In my vision of Earth I was always conscious of a Divine Purpose above which secretly led all the historical happenings on earth, and the answer of the people of Russia shined with a mystical light, as representing in the human groups that Divine Will at work.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Akashic Records (from " Atem´s Notebooks") II

October 2009
(location: Egypt, no date established)

It is a room of thick walls oriented to South,  the noon light is entering through  a large unframed window. By its side are seats and a rectangular table around which a small group of women and men sit, as taking part in an important reunion. All of them seem to belong to the Royalty but even so they make not any ostentation of it, and most seems wearing gems with therapeutic and astrological purpose only. Just below the window sit two young couple, one of them just a bit older, the women are dressed one in green and the younger in a deep blue cloth, both men wear clothes of a neutral ocher. Notwithstanding their young age both couples give the impression to be quite austere and dedicated to some kind of spiritual discipline. The seats at the opposite side of the table is occupied by four men, they look like counselors and their dress is equally austere as the previous, least one of them, evidently a therapist, with shaved head, bare breasted and just a short orange tunic to his knees.
The gathering is presided by an elder man which stands by them and to whom all look with great respect. He looks like a renouncer, an ascetic and thin figure covered with a white-old cloth clean but gray for the use, bare feet and shaved head, not even a single ring and yet I understand they are facing the Pharaoh in person. It is evident he is a man whom has undergone an austere spiritual discipline, and rather as their Pharaoh they look at him as their spiritual Master of whom all seem disciples.
Notwithstanding his austere look, the simple and mild endeavor of the Pharaoh allow certain familiarity to the gathered, which seem not affected by his high status were not for their eyes, that denote a great respect for the elder not so much for being their Pharaoh but for the evident greatness of his spirit. It results evident that only the Pharaoh has realized the perfect Renounce, and his authority is naturally consented by all for his high spiritual attainments, and yet he endeavour as a father among them.
Presently, the conversation is related with the cult. For some reason I'm perfectly able to understand what they say and their thoughts are clear and unmistakable. They are considering that the cult among the common people has became an exterior form without any inner meaning. They are analyzing the situation. To the Pharaoh and the little group, quite learned figures whom can write and read and have access to the Annals and the different teachings, the cult is not a mere devotional attitude or superstitious beliefs, to them is the filial respect they nurture for the Great  Conceiver in discovering through the exact science -mathematics- some fundamental law which rules the Cosmos. It is a mathematics of divine origin applied by them to the sky and the earth, symbolized and revealed by them, the Revealers.

Great sages for thousands of years before them had look to the skies deciphering the stellar hieroglyphics. The universe revealed them the Great Doer and they were mere spectators and interpreters, it was not a superstitious cult, it was an authentic recognisement of a Great Presence.
In these words the Pharaoh posed the terms of the talking, and he continued:- But our people has not the power to understand these laws. They are simple minded, uncultured, they can't read, and cannot get any benefit from the Chronicles or from our scientific-religious writings.
At some moment in our history, it became necessary to enhance with anthropomorphic symbols these truths. Even so, during the centuries that shapes became void of any meaning and lost their importance among the people. The public sacrifices to that anthropomorphic truths, were at the beginning able to drive the emotion of the people evoking some kind of religious feeling. In the actuality they have ended up as something to which almost nobody concur, and to the few they fail anyway in evoking any devotion nor do improve the intellect or the ethic of the people. At this moment, this is the situation.
So, the question is: "What to do in order to awake a true interest of the people for their Creator"?
The gathered express their opinions. They debate their theories among themselves exposing the respective weak points in an increasingly perfecting way till a certain point, in which everybody stills and look the Pharaoh in the eyes. After his introductory exposition he has taken part in the conversation only for brief moments, sometime to rectify an historical date or a fact, others, to lead the talk with just a few words.
He remains in silence as resuming all were said, trying to get a definite sense to the question and the opinions released around the table. When he speaks, he does it in a very mild manner. He's leading them to consider that  the true cult only can be realized by a cultivated heart.
-A well cultivated and exercised mind- he says -can reach to conceive the Great Doer, to whom, just because of this understanding, would love-.
-Somehow the essential thing is Love. Some day- he continued- the idols of the cult will not be anymore idols of the mind but idols of the heart.
They will emphasize the qualities of  love more then that of understanding. He refers to astronomical calculation and prophecies in the Annals which foresaw a combination of stars cross shaped aligned with the sidereal horizon. According to the Annals that will be the announcer of the next forthcoming in the Cosmos of a great spring of Love and divine Knowledge.
-The ancient Annals are safeguarded in a temple and are not among the texts of more frequent consultation, anyway, the calculations are there-.
The two young couples  as seems the case now and then) openly dissent on the opportunity there to undust ancient prophecies either authentic or symbolic since in the whole, they say, religion has taken to the present situation. They consider that whatever decision has to be taken starting from the present moment, and renouncing once for all to the tradition.
Some of the counselors keep silent, another one and the therapist seem bent toward the opinion of the Pharaoh to review the calculations before taking any decision, but the majority seem not to be of the same opinion. It is decided to form a commission presided by the Pharaoh as main councilor, since he is the most prepared among them for the revision of the documents.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nimrud_lens
When the commission ends its work the Pharaoh order a translucent lens(1) of about 1mt in diameter to be installed in the little tower on the roof of the palace.  The tower looks like a little telescope in bricks. One night, the leather which covers the lens is removed and the Pharaoh take sit inside the tower.
I can witness how in the lens some constellation reverberate as points of light which have incremented their brilliance.
And there at the lowest part of the lens appears the cross, four stars that shine more then others, with the longer segment  perfectly aligned with the horizon. The revision of the calculations has proved the authenticity of the ancient predictions, assuring at the same time the next coming of that Great Consciousness, as correctly interpreted by the ancient astronomers. I see as the Pharaoh gets up as willing to let the others witness his discovery, but then I lost contact. (A few days later I had another vision which indirectly explained what later happened).
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(1) I´m not an expert on optics, I´m a scribe which only registers akashic visions, and for a certain time I believed this part of the vision to be wholly symbolical, as I could not make up my mind ancient Egyptians had astronomical devices as lens etc.
Not much later someone advanced that ancient people could have made lenses out of ice, reason for which lenses cant be found. I don't know if such a thing is possible, but the Greeks had big lens which could burn up the enemy ships. It seems reasonable they made them out of ice, as even a small lens made out of ice may light a fire if focused with the sun. Greeks learned a deal from Egyptians, and possibly they came to the knowledge of how to produce big ice lenses.

Akashic Records (from " Atem´s Notebooks") I

(approx. date 1964)
( location: Atlantic Ocean, poss. Canary Islands area, no date could be established)

I´m a point of bodiless consciousness suddenly appearing at the side of a stone shelter on the border of a road made of large blocks of white polished stone.
In front of me there are low naked hills and a supernatural silence everywhere, there are no sounds of birds or insects, nor any visible life around me but for weak plants which seems suffering from an obstinate drought, there is no any sign of water on that dry land.
A kind of intuitive knowledge tells me I'm watching the planet earth at  unmemorable time, a page of earth history lost in the past. I'm trying to perceive something else beside the monotonous surrounding, but nothing else is calling my attention. The road is a long thread which cross the country from NE to SW, the blocks are skillfully assembled and give the impression of being there since thousands of years.

Then something breaks the silence appearing suddenly from the far NE. It is a large group of people proceeding along the road among unfamiliar wagons pulled by oxen. I'm full of expectancy to see who they are, or understand why I'm here, but especially, to see if I'm visible to them, because I know yet little of this new condition and do not clearly understand if I am an invisible observer or people do actually see me with a body(1). The sound of the wheels on the road is increasing now and I can start to hear the steps of the people around the wagons as they approach, in spite of the noise I can't hear human voices, they proceed in an absolute silence.
There is a clear tough invisible mental atmosphere(2) surrounding the group while it advance and is about to reach me. Something threatening is happening ahead the road, something which endangers their own life and obliged them to leave their lands, the regret, the insecurity to save their life, even an anthem on that whole race is so thick in the air that I unfailingly perceive it in all its tragedy.
And now the noise is so great while the huge wheels screeches on the stones, a few men precede the group and two big molosses(3) on their side, the wooden wagons have all two unusually big wheels, and some women with newborn and other elders and children sit on the top with serious semblances, one after the other men dogs oxen and wagons pass at my side but none seems to notice me.
All the people has black hair and white skin, there are no blond or brown hair, they have all solid and strong bodies and most of them wears Andean-type hats with wings sheltering the ears, I'm noticing all their dresses are from a white ocher to brown, but no black or white or coloured as yellow red or blue, I'm asking myself if their eyes can actually -see- colours as we see them now. The dogs and oxen of large horns are all of a grey colour, dogs are big and strong, some even carry goods on little sleds tied to their shoulders, as I´ve seen horses carrying goods among red Indians. None is proffering a word. Even new born keep silent and don't cry as feeling the dramatic atmosphere. I perceive they are directed towards the Capitol ahead the road which I can't see from there, but I can grasp some mental image they have in their mind, a wide populated city at the border of the sea with harbor and ships. There they presume may found some security.

Then all of them have passed along the road, one or two hundred people and some twenty wagons, and I´m alone again. Now I unwillingly start moving  displacing myself along the road as flying at a couple of meters on the air. I'm preceding towards the land they have abandoned, kilometers and kilometers of flat land and low hills with absolutely no trees in the whole landscape.
From the borders of the road starts cultivated land but the crops and the land seems have suffered from a prolonged drought which has left its signal on the weak steams.

Then, after a group of hills the scene opens on an horrifying spectacle. At a distance, a series of  volcanoes are in eruption at the same time, they must be three or four, and it seems if the very doors of  hell have opened shut wide.
Huge clouds black, white or grey with fiery borders are invading the skies, the volcanoes are vomiting a relentless flow of fire and lava and destruction everywhere and the upheaval is so strong that whole peaces of the volcanoes breaks up and precipitate in a disastrous avalanche of stones and fire either on the land or into the sea.
Then something even tremendous takes places as in a giant cry the hugest of the volcanoes erupts an incandescent flow of lava and broken almost in two halves, one of them ruinously sliding at a side. The scene is so frightful that I even fear for my life, which seem the very reason for the vision to disappear and I'm in the body again.
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(1) it is a frequent condition in akashic vision not to be able to situate exactly oneself in relation with what is seen, as an observer or an actor.
(2) mental, or psychological atmosphere surrounding persons or events is frequent in akashic vision and in subtle perception. From there it is possible to extract additional information which is latent and not explicitly at view.
(3) the dogs had an extraordinary resemblance with the actual Canary Dog, muscled and strong headed, but they were even a bit taller, tremendous and powerful animals.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Commentaries on "The Vision"

During the vision I understood the historical reasons why it had to be in Russia and in the U.S.A. where would develop the fundamental elements of that significant change.
In Europe, it was in Russia in its highest degree were the consciousness of the collectivity, of the nation as a human group had reached a significant self-identity.
In the USA, another side of that collective consciousness had grown, the constitutional identity, the civil right, and was there were the legal frame of change was envisioned.
Those two aspects of national identity in its purest forms, are meant to be the collective features of humanity as a whole, and they genuinely represent the expression of the Self of the nation. The growth of the collectivity into a Self, is an unavoidable circumstance of which those two countries are precursors.
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The Vision had a sequence and a structure.
It was revelatory and symbolic at the beginning, then markedly akashic in the middle, while towards the end the three aspects melt together.
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I had no elements but a subtle sense to understand it was in Russia: in the vision, I perceived the people was in the same historical physical places where another important manifestation of national identity had occurred.
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Revelatory: it is a dialog of primordial divine forces in which man is an accessory part. A mere observer.
Symbolic: it becomes a dialog of that forces with the man, a language of symbols.
Akashic: it is more strictly related with Matter, Nature, Man, and mostly in an  sequential, historical perspective.
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 I could not avoid to fall on the similarity of mine:
 "I could see now as all the voices of humanity had arose in a single cry of joy all over the planet at the same time", and the words of the young man in Mother's 2nd vision:
The valiant host of evolving supermen is making ready so that when the time comes its efforts may be joined to ours. <<< Soon a hymn of joy shall ring forth, the paean of triumph and glory>>>
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If our interpretation of the visions is correct, the young of the vision of Mother is the same D.S., his "hymn of joy", mine "cry of joy" seems signaling a same fact.
In my description, I could not render the extraordinary importance which I perceived at that moment, of that unison cry of joy of the humanity as "one being". 
It was the whole planetary Consciousness manifesting itself as a single being, and that absolute identification was the first time in the history of humanity.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

The Master of Wisdom and the Apprentice visionary (I)

The following experience inaugurated the whole series of supernatural events which took place at the ancient water mill, where a fortuitous accident kept me a whole year  isolated and conducting by necessity a very frugal existence.  The events culminated in several meetings with Sri Aurobindo and the administering of some special information. Evidently, I was the main beneficiary but later I was required to share at some extent the experiences and a few notes I took while all happened. 

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One morning while I was away from the watermill  I received a clear injunction, a message, a clear thought in my mind which said I had to get back home because "a friend was coming to see me".  Being as it was the 24th December, I had a different plan for the day, basically I resisted the idea of remaining all alone at the watermill if "that voice" had revealed itself untruth, and for a while I tried to ignore the whole matter, but the experience had been so unique and imperative that I found difficult to resist:  less than an hour later I was on my way back to the secluded water mill I had recently acquired.
I actually had no friends at all there, so while I got back I just could not make up my mind which friend it could be, supposing of course,  that the injunction had to be trusted at all. 
Back home I spent the rest of the day making some cleaning, preparing some food and fruits just in case, and when I finished I sat cross legged on the carpet by the fire. 
It was cold, the night of the 24th December, probably 1996.
Night came and the stars, but nobody approached the house,  in the darkness not even myself could recognize  the narrow and difficult path to the next village, it was impossible for anybody else to get to my place at night without knowing the path.
Still cross legged on the floor I was bitterly considering that the inner injunction had not been a real thing,  for a while I recriminated myself for easily giving ear to it and losing the opportunity to spend Christmas Eve with a couple of new friends, now I was there all alone and surely I would remain all alone the following days. 
Next time -I sentenced to myself- I could not just trust any such "voice" prompting me to do something. 
I was about to stand up and go to bed when... something happened...


Someone was at the door. And that "someone" entered the house but I could not -see- him, I was positively perceiving a mighty,  invisible presence, it had such an impressive power that for a moment I feared it would blow up the whole house.

I was... petrified!... All my hair stood up on edge while the presence approached me and now...oh my god! It.. was clearly standing in front of me!
I closed my eyes and whispered a prayer to the Divine Mother hoping for a miracle,  but nothing happened:  when I opened my eyes again the "presence" was still there, unmoving!..
Then, it touched me...

The mighty "presence" touched my subtle body at the lowest point of the sacral area and suddenly a powerful red-orange stream of fire appeared at the base of the spine: it  thinned into a single stream of white light while climbing up my lowest vertebrae, still in the lumbar region the white beam split into two main beams of different polarity and soon they farther split into subsidiary beams alternately charged. They orderly advanced along mi limbs and trunk while progressively surrounding the whole body with a net of white light; several spots along the beams started gleaming faintly. 

 The head was last to be reached by the thin beams of light and their subsidiaries: climbing neck throat and face they all ended up at the same time side by side circling my head,  surrounding it with a magnetic force-field which radiated circular waves through the air. 
Unquestioning, motionless, cross legged on the floor, I stood there simply observing and perceiving that peculiar condition of being.  
I felt as within a deep,  almost solid condition of peace summoned to a physical well being as never before: joining my hands I gave thanks to the invisible presence pleading forgiveness for my previous, frightful welcome.

Still no words from the Presence, I understood must have been a Mahatma, a Guru able to transmit by touch a complex spiritual experience, able to be there at wish ignoring the limitation of space and time, able to send me a message in the morning so I could meet Him.

Suddenly I was curious to know more about that Presence, a name,  identifying himself.
It seemed a signal, at once I felt the Presence was about leaving and I rushed a few questions with the hope of retaining him: 
-Who are you-?..  
-Why...this?-...
 -Shall I meet you again-?..
 But there were no answer to my questions, only, just before disappearing, a single thought reached again my mind, this time clearly coming from the departing Presence: 
-It is a bliss for the work you have to do.
-...Work?...Which work?..... I questioned curious. But the Presence wasn't there anymore to answer my question...

(A few months later I will learn  the "Presence" was Sri Aurobindo).

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With little differences  acupuncture charts have similarities with the experience of seeing the beams of light circling around my body. In acupuncture chart there is no mention of the fire appearing at the base of the spine, though they depict quite well how the main beam split into two and those into subsidiary beams; the charts moreover do not mention the magnetic aura circling the head and emitting waves. The acupuncture charts depict a system closed on itself, but the experience shows that there is a constant inflow of energy which feeds the system, all along the experience the red-orange fire never ceased to flow from the base of the spine, climb and transform itself into thin beams of white light. 
The whole thing looked quite  alike meridians of light and their blinking associated points of acupressure.