LOVER OF THE DIVINE MOTHER

She is responsive, caring, close to her lover, even when she seems not to be there, she is,  she is only playing to be distant, she wants to feel your passionate longing for her, she is so great to hold that you need to widen your heart to contain the vision of her, while your longing widens, your passion for her grows of intensity, you become able to receive her visit.

She will conquer you so definitively, that you will have your heart divided into two halves: the world and Her. The world is her gift to enjoy, her, the personal relation she establishes with you.

Once that relation starts it never ends, once she comes to you, it means forever, she has taken you under her discipleship.

My love for her grew more passionate when I discovered she would answer, she was accessible, but my heart and mind had to burn in the call as a consuming fire, my need of her so complete and irrevocable, an hammering insistence at her door... so intense...

And which sign of her love but when she comes unannounced... as a lover which says I´ve come to stay with you a  while...

My passion for her grew so intense, so complete, that I needed her even with my own body, longing to have her within my arms,  would she come or it was a too human a longing? Oh..she just wants your love, it doesen´t matter how you love her...

With her coming she definitively polarizes your being towards her, she establishes the process which will transform you, in her divine timing you will be ready to be wholly transformed by her touch.

 I didn´t know my physical need of her had a subtler meaning, I was offering my humanity to her, my physical body at her service, if you understand me, I had to offer me to her at every level of my being, the bodily functions directed to her, to be transformed they had to be directed toward her, open to her influence...she would secretly work on that...